Перевод песни National, The - Quiet Light

I used to fall asleep to you talking to me,
I don't listen to anything now.
Nothing to do with us,
I'm just so tired of thinking about everything.
I'm not afraid of being alone,
I just don't know what to do with my time.
Between you and me, I thought it would all last a little while longer.

But I'm learning to lie here in the quiet light
While I watch the sky go from black to gray,
Learning how not to die inside a little every time
I think about you and wonder if you are awake.

You don't know anything,
I think about you way more than anything else.
I'm not that spiritual, I still go out all the time to department stores
Everything I need, but none of this is getting me anywhere good.
Between you and me, I still fall apart at the thought of your voice.

But I'm learning to lie here in the quiet light
While I watch the sky go from black to gray,
Learning how not to die inside a little every time
I think about you and wonder if you are awake.
And I'm learning to live without the heartache it gives me,
Nothing I wouldn't do for another few minutes
Learning how not to cry every time there's another sad unbearable morning,
But sometimes there's nothing I can do.

I can't help it,
It's you that I think I hear in the quiet light,
Am I crazy?
You're nowhere near me, guess I don't know what I'm saying.
Just call me, I'll come to where you are alone in the quiet light
I'm always thinking you're behind me,
And I turn around and you're always there.

But I'm learning to lie here in the quiet light
While I watch the sky go from black to gray,
Learning how not to die inside a little every time
I think about you and wonder if you are awake.
And I'm learning to live without the heartache it gives me,
Nothing I wouldn't do for another few minutes
Learning how not to cry every time there's another sad unbearable morning,
But sometimes there's nothing I can do.