Перевод песни Pain - Rope Around My Neck

Trapped in a nightmare called life,
With no sign of exit I am gonna die!

My soul is filled with hate,
Can't see through my anger.
My self-confidence has been dead for years.
How can I live this life?

[Chorus:]
I've been destroyed a thousand times,
Still try to stand tall.
Don't know how long I can fight back
With the rope around my neck.

You get feed of my misery
Stabbing the knife deep in my back.
I can't run and hide from myself,
Self-destructive schizophrenic behaviour.

[Chorus:]
Can't run away from myself,
There's no way to escape.
Don't know how long I can fight back
With the rope around my neck.

Cutting myself wide open,
Release the blood.
Watch the madman float away,
But not knowing it's killing me.

Cutting myself wide open,
Release the blood.
I'm slippin' away as it's
Pumping out of my body.