Перевод песни Xx, The - Seasons Run

Here comes the rain again,
It always has an effect on me,
Don’t know how the seasons run,
I always feel like I’m in between.

Do I stay inside ’til I see the sun?
Once again, let the seasons run,
Or do I step outside?

I’m somewhere in between
Lightning and the distant crash of thunder,
Knowing that it’s the coming
Doesn’t make me any braver.

My fears, my doubts,
They’re slowly creeping out
And they’re intensified,
The first drop hits my windowpane,
And the emotions start flooding in.

I recognize it in the air,
The fading light it my precursor,
But how do I prepare?
I slowly fade as the sky worsens.

Here comes the rain again,
It always has an effect on me,
Don’t know how the seasons run,
I always feel like I’m in between.

Do I stay inside ’til I see the sun?
Once again, let the seasons run
Or do I step outside?